I'm a bit surprised right now because there aren't any tears falling from my eyes. I guess that's something to be proud of. I don't know why, maybe because I don't feel anything anymore, maybe because I've already moved on. MAYBE.. i don't know.. maybe it's not yet sinking in to me, maybe i'm sour graping. Maybe because I keep on telling myself that I have to live every second of my life like it was my last one. Something that is done can never be undone so we shouldn't dwell on the past. Besides, what could you get from sulking? I belive that there's beauty in breakdown. Everything happens for a reason, maybe he's really not the one for me. My blog is full of maybes! i really am confused and unsure. I have to accept that life is a constant change and some good things never last. So many broken pieces I have to pick up and I understand that I will have some wounds when i pick them up, but there are band aids that will keep the blood from flowing and sooner or later the wounds will start healing. The wounds will heal but leave scars. The scars will be forgotten and will fade. Destiny is a lie. Nothing is permanent in this world. Prayer is the key :)

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